Going into Boston is always a reality check for me. I live out in Central Massachusetts, or "the boonies", as my friends refer to it as. Many times I day dream about what it would be like to live closer to the city, and have more money to blow on stupid things. As we stood behind 4 couples who were using 800 dollar strollers and their kids were decked out in Juicy Couture, I was struck with how happy I am in my little life. I don't know that those couples are any happier in life because they have more money than me. Or that the father wore a trendy corduroy jacket and nice watch. As much as I don't want to and try not to, I can sometimes get caught up in the images people portray.
I am trying to make a lot of changes this year. The most important is to live a healthy lifestyle and provide Jacob a good example. That should include being less judgy. It's going to be hard for me. No lie, I am judge, jury and executioner most of the time. The only time I'm not is if someone else is playing my role. Then I turn into a public defender and play devils advocate. I imagine I can be a frustrating person to live with/deal with sometimes. In any case, I'm working on it. I don't know how I came to be this way or why, but I can try to change how I react.
In other news, I have rediscovered my Wii and am a dancing fiend. We played Just Dance all weekend long, and it was awesome. I am pretty sure I found my "cross training" for days I don't run...Speaking of which, after today's run, I will have run 50 miles in one month. I hope to hit a 75 mile month by the end of the fall if all goes according to plan. We shall see.
Here we are in Boston after the museum. Clearly I wasn't worried about image here. Look at my terrible hair!!!! LOL.
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